Losing it...

with my blog title, it seems unreal..... sukesokmo whn in reality i am totally messed up.... i admit i am losing it this time. i will need time to heal. so powerful and so real. y is tht? never in my entire life felt this way and i dun like it. it is just too strong. believing wht i am not....i have to stop thinking. reality reality reality everything seems cloudier and messier... need a break. need to run away from everyone......until i am calm down and back on the ground....... i am sorry baby, i am losing it....